Yup, i manage to tide myself over a very nuts and hectic week. But, it doesn't mark the end of my semester, instead the beginning.
Especially the debate. Debating in front of 70++ people, is simply chanllenging. Stage fright, nerve are inevitable and i didn't manage to overcome it. A couple friends of mine actually told me that i was super nervous the time i was debating. I stammered and paused in frequent. I confessed and frankly, it seems plausible for me. Before the debate, i actually took the risk to be the 3rd speaker and i am satisfied with my overall perfomance even i was not spontaneous and well-delivered enough. Still, I am not gonna rest on my laurels. I have to improve anyhow.
I admit I've underestimated this course before. So as some people around. No kidding, is far more tiring and difficult than what i had perceived. Especially in this semester, everything seems so unpredictable and hazy. It's not merely assignments and presentation. We have much to deal with.
I told my sis regarding this. She believes this is what the society requires and and if this is the way to mould myself assertive and confident, i have to take it rather than just whinning.
Sounds hard. I guess i just have to strieve don't know how many times harder than others. Wish me good luck.
Till then. See you.
