No longer 1 (part2)

Ok, i think i owe you guys an explanation for only posting this blog today.
Not because i am busy but i was suffering in excruciating headache few days ago. Since then, i guess i am having phobia with computer because i can't identify if it's the consequences of facing it too much.

As i'd promised, this blog is yours. It's my gratitude to you. But there will be some interludes of what i'd done during my birthday.


Birthday's eve (17.12)
Spending my birthday' eve with my more-than-10-years friends. We had no idea where to go at first until don't know who suggested McD. Being almost 2 hours of chatterbox there. And till then, i waved goodbye to 19. Thanks girls.


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Birthday (18.12)
Woke up at 11++. Doing my net-surfing routine as usual: friendster-chinese cari-hut's blog-etc. Once i clicked into hut's blog, I was jubilantly speechless. I saw a blog which was specially dedicated to me. And plus, no exaggeration, i almost shed my tears. You don't know how touched it was and girl, you don't have to be sorry. I understand it. Thanks hut.


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Still my birthday, noon.
Mini celebration with my form6's friends. We'd decided to meet up at Old taste. I didn't know i actually they bought me a cake.

15 minutes before the dated time, Ling sms-ed me and told to change it to KFC. I replied ok. Still, i didn't know they bought me a cake.

But 3 minutes later, she sms-ed me again and told the venue remained. And i was like " what?" I still didn't know they bought me a cake.

After reaching Old taste, i saw none of them turned up. Therefore, i decided to call up somebody to ensure the exact venue. And till then, that simpleton had actually revealed everything to me without realising it's me. Haha... Ok, frankly, i was touched. Indeed. We eventually changed the venue to Kfc considering the cafe was not really appropriate.

And in Kfc, i think insanity had actually invaded many of us. Taking lots of pictures with weird posture there and don't know how may pairs of eyes were actually watching it. No image. No regret. Cheers.
Oh girls, the black forest cake was marvellous. Thanks again.

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No more celebration afterwards. Staying home as usual.


Oh, i nearly forgot those who had sent me messages via cellphone or frienster or other devices. Thanks all. I'd replied some but i might omit same as well. Sorry if i omitted yours.

And again, my highest gratitude to all of them who had completed my fabulous 20th birthday. Thank you. And sorry i can't afford an acknowlegdment on newspapers. Hehe...

The End.

P/s: Intially I think of letting some pictures to do the talking. But I unsucessfully received all the photos from Ling. So... Probably next time.

No Longer 1( part 1)

That makes you wonder why time elapses in fleeting moment.

And with that, i am officially 20.


The first present i received. My skin's panacae. Thanks girl.


Clutch bag gifted by meiling, jinhut, sambeauty, beng, syan and lailing. Thanks again.



It's initially a surprise. Eventually ended up somebody spoiled it. Hehe.


The photo I paid off most sacrifice. Duno how many pairs of eyes were actually watching it.


To cater the picky director's request.


Officially 20.


My pleasure.^^


Her pleasure.=P


Don't arrest me , please.




To be continued....

sore throat

I was having sore throat few days ago and causing my voice a lil bit raucous. i'd watched it out but i'd no idea why i lost my voice completely yesterday.

My mom was a lil bit fussy and she kept urging me to see the doctor. I was reluctant frankly. It's just a trivia. It's just a repercussion of sore throat, don't u think so? But, she changed urging to nagging which make me SURRENDERED. I complied.

At the clinic, even the doctor told me there's nothing to be worried about. See, i'd told you, right? But there's something i need to say, credit to the doctor's amiability which i completely unexpected. Ok, cause you know some doctors are kinda sober and indeed, some give you kinda arrogant look.

Unable to talk verbally is basically torturing me.Is like how can you ask a fish to survive without water? Oh my god, that's the way cookies crumble and guess what, I can only count on my body language.

Taking few tablets of pills, and i regain my voice today. But it has yet to recover and makes my voice sounds like A-du.hahaha....

Hoping that i can regain my voice completely tmr. Seriously, i can't resist talking and more fundamentally scrumptious foods. Give me back my voice!

Chatterbox rules~

see you.

I need...

a new hairstyle

hair rebonding & treatment

chocolate steamboat( is this what it exactly called?)

new attires for CNY

a pair of black-plastic-framed specs

snowy-chilling Christmas

sparkling new year's eve

high heals

Korean cuisine

moisturising cream

a clutch bag

After all, all i need is MONEY =P

Musicmania

CHECK-THIS-OUT!!!

Archie is now with his debut album officially released on 11 Nov. ( erm, I know i m a bit late)


Like others used to, he impresses me through the ever conspicuous reality show. I expect u know it. In case you really don’t, do googling pls. This chap is diagnosed with vocal paralysis before but refuses any surgeries. And now, he proves himself very right. Like what Simon said during the show, he is likeable and he gets the whole package. It’s true. He astounds me, at least.

Ok, switch to the album. My personal favourite - Crush, Angels and Touch My Hands. As you may know, Angels is originally Robbie Williams’s and there is also Jessica Simpson’s version. But I like neither their versions. Williams’s version sounds too gloomy while Simpson’s version is a bit exaggerating. Archie’s version is just nice, moderate. Ok, spend a little time on this album albeit some of the songs aren’t up to the mark (sorry, hubby!) Still, I don’t mean BAD. Go listen and you yourself rate it.

And here’s another album I find awesome recently.

The melody is rather soothing. If you are currently in grief or feeling depressed or whatever, I guess this is the remedy. Effectiveness is however, not guaranteed. But try, at least. Ok, i don't think this album is literally describable for me. Just go listen it. Anyway, i have to discard Bad Day. Powter has just more to show than just Bad Day!

Cherish the music~

see you.

Perturbed

Flipping through the jobs' column in the newspaper ended up me feeling perturbed.

None of the vacancies required specifically on an English degree and I started to feel hazy about my future. For me, choosing to major in English is actually very risky as my career will be confined only in lecturing, teaching, editing, translating. And the most important thing is, I don’t find myself relish in any jobs mentioned.

I’d conferred this question with one of my course mate once. Does this course deserve our 3 years or this--$$$$? Or in contrary, it deserves neither? And both of us couldn’t reach out an answer. I guess it’s pretty much subjective.

I remembered I was in dilemma five months ago of which course to choose. I did contemplate about business study. But, well, you know I m not good in fumbling with numbers and all those stupid formulae. Trust me; my Maths sucks. I just believe choosing business study will guarantee me a brighter future. English, on the other hands, the subject I have pretty much zeal on (take note: zeal≠proficiency) but possess less job potential. But, I eventually ended up all the vacillation, taking the risk of being unemployed.

And now I start to wobble, thinking whether my choice is smart enough. Yet feeling lucky at the same time that i don't have to deal with Maths A-N-Y-M-O-R-E. Contradicting isn't it? And finally, i think i've got an answer to my choice- RIGHT but not WISE!

Field Trip America, Possible?!

I watched this programme's preview ( i duno wat it's called exactly) during commercial break. The programme called Field Trip America. Aired on every Wednesday, 9.30pm.

It's Wednesday, 9.30pm sharp, i sat on the couch, tuned into 8XV and started to watch. OMG, it's a student exchange programme!!! 8 very lucky had been selected to join the trip to America under the sponsorship of AFS. I was a bit losing control and kept uttering OMG unceasingly. OMG OMG OMG!!!! Upon watching the programme, i almost burst into tears ( dont doubt!) for 2 reasons. Ok, 1st, i was excited and a bit toucehd( too emotional? aiya, u wont understand 1 la!) and secondly + sadly, i wasn't 1 of the lucky 8! Oh,damn!

U knw how long i actually craved on a trip to America? It's a dream of mine which has not been achieved but has not yet demolished. Sooner and later, when i grow older, i start to realise it's probably just a pie in the sky. There are just too many factors pestering me at this moment. My study, my age (erm...), and utmostly, my economis status. Neither i nor my family can afford the exorbitant expenses. *Sob*

Many actually asking y, y America? Since they are so notorious for several issues. U knw, that don't realy matter me as i admire only their education. I heard that being a student at any level in America is really fun. Their life isn't just about studying. I"d read an article b4, stating result is not the sole criteria they take consideration 4 in their U. Yet i wondering y stil can they mould so many prominent U? Our Yang Amat Berhormat MOHE, answer me WHY!!!

Another thing that draws my attention is their high school prom. Yeah, i like prom (imagine i meet Zac Efron there, hehe). Ironically, i've never been to any! Specially thanks to the stupid university i attend nw. Yup, they dont organise it. Weird? Go ask them. Btw, even i m provided a chance to the US nw, i m unlikely to join their high school prom. I m too old, cheh!

Well, forget bout all this things, come hell or high water, i will pay myself a visit to America 1day.
Hey buddies, wish me good luck and America, welcome me in another 5years!!!

Toucehd

Ok, it's saturday.

1st call, i didn't recall the time.

2nd call, i did. It's 8.11p.m. Still i didnt answer it cos i was enjoying my shower.

3rd call, it's 10.47p.m. and i finally answered the call.

Guess wat, it's a syan. she called me! i was astonished. the 1st thing thing i did was to apaologise to her for not receiving her 1st 2 calls. after that i asked " Y did u call me?" Wat a brute me! I admited. Cos it's really bad 2 ask people wat r the purposes they called u since they just wanna to chat with u. Yeah, she wanted to chat with me.

ok, i was touched at that time. She had been away for Sabah for her study since June. and the worst thing thing was i had not met her for almost half a year. we chatted alots of things. Both our recent life, study and most importantly, spoke ills of others, haha. I eventually ended the call cos my cell was running out of battery. It's totally a wet blanket. I cant reli recall the duration of the call. But it's estimated to be around 30 minutes. Cool man~~

u know wat, after the call, here came i reminisced our form 6's life. i seriously miss that especially, u knw, u got 2 study in a very AWFUL environment.

ok, remember to call ur friend or probably a forward message will simply do.

p/s: Life without pressure, could it be possible right nw?