Perturbed

Flipping through the jobs' column in the newspaper ended up me feeling perturbed.

None of the vacancies required specifically on an English degree and I started to feel hazy about my future. For me, choosing to major in English is actually very risky as my career will be confined only in lecturing, teaching, editing, translating. And the most important thing is, I don’t find myself relish in any jobs mentioned.

I’d conferred this question with one of my course mate once. Does this course deserve our 3 years or this--$$$$? Or in contrary, it deserves neither? And both of us couldn’t reach out an answer. I guess it’s pretty much subjective.

I remembered I was in dilemma five months ago of which course to choose. I did contemplate about business study. But, well, you know I m not good in fumbling with numbers and all those stupid formulae. Trust me; my Maths sucks. I just believe choosing business study will guarantee me a brighter future. English, on the other hands, the subject I have pretty much zeal on (take note: zeal≠proficiency) but possess less job potential. But, I eventually ended up all the vacillation, taking the risk of being unemployed.

And now I start to wobble, thinking whether my choice is smart enough. Yet feeling lucky at the same time that i don't have to deal with Maths A-N-Y-M-O-R-E. Contradicting isn't it? And finally, i think i've got an answer to my choice- RIGHT but not WISE!