Oh failure!

Hey babe, I am now back for blogging again but for something really really really bad.

Never had me been so humiliating in my life thus far. The entire process was a sheer embarrassment and disaster. I almost shed into tears in front of 30 ppl, can you imagine? Somehow, i need to concede it is part of my fault also because, well, is upon my incumbence to do the final checking and apparently i did not.  I do not even dare to think or post the last fews word he said which has now become a life-long trauma for me, yeap, for the sake of saving my last dignity. I know it sounds so contradictory but i just need a little bit of it, yeap, just a little bit...

Depressed, remorseful, confidence shattered. He is right. Even me myself can't tolerate such funny and simple mistakes. Especially for the honour of holding aloft ,yeap, a EL degree and also the prospect of EL in our country. It'sso amusing or probably astounding, i am still able to survive, till now... EL, is now, no more my forte. Still very ironically am I wondering when can I achieve the native-like competency. So ambitious huh?

Oh failure of every realm, can you at least excel in language?

=(

This is not what i wish to see.

Please stop it for the sake of peace.

I hate it seriously especially when there is none of my business, i get the face as well.

Good, continue to fake off a grin and pretend like nothing ever happens.

This is what the uni life teaches you, ain't it?