Oh gosh, for first ever time I feel how sleeping can basically touture me. Everyitme when i keep my eyes shut, the assignments start to flow into my mind. I have no idea how to start and end them.
I feel fed up each day. I feel like wanna return to form six where I used to find it obnoxious. i know it sounds ironic but hey people, do we ever learn to appreciate? Yes, only when the present is even worse.
Another thing which haunts me for quite a long time is my English. I dont mind if it is not up to mark but i cant accept the fact that it's deteriorating day by day. To make thing worse, i am majoring in English Language. We dont really speak English in class except for the time we really need to. For some times i really question if i am really suitable for the course. I lost the zeal. I lost myself.
Still trying to be optimistic despite the doubt. I do really wanna brush up my english. But do time and perseverance ever allow me? Each time i pick up my novel, the sense of guilt triggers. i should not really read it at this moment, neither blog=P. Get what i mean?
S.M.S, anyone?
p.s: blogging is a good way to release stress. Trust me.
till then, see you!
7 comments:
i trust you, if not i wouldn't be blogging every time when i want to express my feeling...
dear lynn, dun think too much... u chosen this course after u wonder deeply de...so please try yourself! dun be give up easily...
sometime assignments really suffered ourselves, but just treat it as a challenge, which can train us become more stoical and able to face every tasks in our life with sober...
u need to insist what you have chosen for you own...
if u feel stress or unhappy, just tell us... although we can't by yr side when u needs us, but we always on call de...u can sms or even phone us...^^
dun gv so much stress for yrself, k? there no need to regret or feel unhappy if u try yr best already...
Gambateh! wish u all the best...
1st time leave the comment on ur blog. Moi, believe me, ur Eng is very good oredi,dun give urself too many tension! U are very talented in language,so believe in ur choice! At least u know wat subject is u interested the most n nw u r studying it,but u c me,can't even know wat subject is I most interested to n then just follow wat has been offered,u can console urself by thinking of my situation,then u will bcum more happy liao,haha..... Moi,believe urself, I know u can handle all the hardness 1.
Jom,v go to visit to hut them places to release tension n oso find our charming prince,haha....i wan engineering,account,pharmacy,Biomedic courses 1,haha......
p/s:y the date n time tat i post tis comment is wrong 1?
ok, first of all, thanks tiger for the comment. you know everything when i read your comments, i almost burst into tears? Actually the post is just merely a lamemtation, so dont worry about me, i will take full responsibility on waht i've chosen. haha, and i will feel free to kacau you ladies,haha...thanks for your concern. you know i am really touched. So let's keep fighting!
ok, i finally know why eclipse happenede ytd. because somebody is exactly the eclipse. Appearing at my blog in only 400 years time @.@ It's my pleasure, no?
Ok, so everytime when i feel depressed, stressed, blank or whatever, i just think of your sitution so that i will appreciate things better?? XD
Yalo, tiger, we wanna go find you in your jungle. Hehe... Are there any engineering, medic faculties in your uni? if yes, pls bring us around.=P
nope. the date and time arelike that cos i think the system follows either american or british time. So that's why.
我的系院只有法律系是比较有前途而已咯！但是没有几个是配得上你们的，是真的！因为都很烂！
其他系的有IT, 经济，商业等等，还有波波要的会计系咯。。。
医学和工程系的就没有了，因为我学校是以文科为主的， 而且还有个远大的抱负哦！ 就是要成为世界级的管理学校。。。
作为北大生之一的我， 对于这崇高的理想， 我不能戳之以鼻，但也无能为力。。。总之就无言！
但如果他要成为世界级森林学校的话，我一定义不容辞力挺到底的！
还有波波， 你们环境科学系的， 如果有计划出游做考察，可以考虑下北大哦！到时我就可以带你畅游森林， 和我的老虎还有猴子朋友见见面坐下交流！包你的功课一定可以斩下高分！！呵呵。。。
管他什莫法律，IT，经济，商业的全部照杀，哈哈哈哈。。。
很恐怖的女人，呵呵。。。
哇，将改天我们不是有世界级的老虎咯？
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