Hey babe, I am now back for blogging again but for something really really really bad.
Never had me been so humiliating in my life thus far. The entire process was a sheer embarrassment and disaster. I almost shed into tears in front of 30 ppl, can you imagine? Somehow, i need to concede it is part of my fault also because, well, is upon my incumbence to do the final checking and apparently i did not. I do not even dare to think or post the last fews word he said which has now become a life-long trauma for me, yeap, for the sake of saving my last dignity. I know it sounds so contradictory but i just need a little bit of it, yeap, just a little bit...
Depressed, remorseful, confidence shattered. He is right. Even me myself can't tolerate such funny and simple mistakes. Especially for the honour of holding aloft ,yeap, a EL degree and also the prospect of EL in our country. It'sso amusing or probably astounding, i am still able to survive, till now... EL, is now, no more my forte. Still very ironically am I wondering when can I achieve the native-like competency. So ambitious huh?
Oh failure of every realm, can you at least excel in language?
2 comments:
my linlin baby ^^, i glad you back to blogging life again, at least i no need to be so bore...
Erm, due to the incident that u mentioned, i dun know what actually happened, so i don't know how to console you...
dun "xiao kan" yr ESL...Every course sure have their own prospects one,that's why its offered in University...just study what u like with happily ya... dun think too much...English is important since many courses in this world like medical, engineering, finance,logistic and so on are teach in English...
failure will helped you grow and step forward to success...so dun feel so sad with it, try to be friend with it and learn something from it...
wish u all the best...my lovely friend ~~
yarr, i feel so sorry too but blogging for me depends very much mood, hahaha...
I am feeling better now. Must try super hard to brush up my EL during the break so that i can keep up the pace.
I understand failure actually makes ppl more mature and probably one step closer to the success. But sometimess it can be really frustrating. Btw, i really really hope that i can surmount it one day.
So, hope the same goes to you as well. Let's fight for glory!
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