Erm.. ok, i admit i've been pestering with this
What has gone wrong me?
I cant tell you literally. My mind is in complete turmoil.
Exam? Ya. it could be the most identifiable issue. I cant concentrate at all. I seem to lose all the enthusiasm in studying. Every single thing that i'd studied, either it cant enter my mind or i forgot. And the 3 papers that i'd sat for so far, were all disastereous!
I am super worrried now. No remedy to it this time. Not even teh tarik can heal. My GPA, CGPA. Oh gosh, all gone. I dont want to graduate with lower division, seriously! ARGHHHHHH!!! But seemingly i am the one who jeoperdises all these, haih. Now that i can only pray hard. Please please!
Well, that's part of it. Another half, erm... that's even harder. I never expected the leverage to be that strong and so when it turned out to be, it put me in agony. For most of the time i think i am rational, i am not. Is that merely hypnosis, overestimation or camouflage? I dont know.
The point here is, I am starting to be a lil irrational. I fall for sth which is so so so unrealistic, which is so so so inaccessible. The best part is that knowing the outcome will not be the agreeable one, still, that doesnt thwart me. Haih. Making my life real perplexed now.
Why? Why are you so attracting yet so distracting? Why? Allright allright, somebody should just wake me up and tell me that i have one more paper to go. Just one more. Stay focused stay focused!!
In two days time i will be free, temporarily. But it's allright, perhaps i will have the gut yeap to talk to you by the time as I really wish for a long time.
Ooopsss, nap time. All the best in the last paper, people!
Oh ya. i ate brinjal for once in 22 years just now, spectacular?
XD
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