Homo sapien

Hooooooo…

I am physically and mentally drained.

I just don’t understand why people wanna make their life so difficult. They are seriously in lack of sequential organization where they don’t know more important matter should be conferred at first. The worst part is they almost have a spat on those not-so-important matters. I am really really sick of implying them to stop. You see, when something cannot be reached in consensus, there come the conflicts. So why don’t just tolerate? What is the point of being so insistent when it doesn’t concern any of your privileges? Is it so hard to feign a smile and say ‘yes’, ‘ok’, ‘I agree’, ‘not bad’?

These people are really peculiar and complicated. They like their life being burdened.

Probably I am not the responsible type. To be honest, disguise and hypocrisy is sometimes, NO, is MANY times, inevitable. I believe sometimes it is a way to survive and also protect yourself. For so many times you get an idea and is about to voice it out, you choke it back. The reason is rather simple, you do not want to offend anybody, you don’t want to see the disgruntled face in anyone of them and on the top of all, you don’t want to be boycotted or backstabbed.

I see no point of arguing. Because I still have a sense of respect. Subsequently, I will try not to say something which will pique or hurt others when I am in the group. Jokes are excluded of course. I mean those who express them in a very serious and real mode. Why do so when the consequences you get are only the adverse one?

And you can be really really frustrated and fed up when it does happen around you. What to do? You can only fake off a grin, agree with neither party and pretend like nothing ever happens.

The philosophy of socializing, you can neither acquire nor learn.

For me, at least.